Context: my parents don't care about me, always are drunk and fighting each other.
Anyway, I was writing a speech for a class, and when I finished it I was battling some friends on Wi-Fi, and evidently that goes against my mom's moral code or something, and she took it and chucked it against a wall. It still kind of works...if you can count "working" by having a beep and a boop, a weird buzzing noise, and two or three flashes of the home screen when you turn the system on. My copy of Pokemon Y still works, checked on a friend's 3ds. That means that, on top of everything else I'm already paying for just to be able to have some degree of independence and be able to move forward from this, I would need to buy a new 3ds. That doesn't seem like a goal that can be accomplished soon
so maybe I won't be able to help you guys at all. I'm already pressed for money from buying my own gas, etc. Why was I put in this situation, it just doesn't make sense! I mean, except for maybe 5 people I can call friends, everyone else in my school just hates me or ignores me. I've been beat up...at least that doesn't happen anymore, I've had my nose and arm broken twice by the same guy...all because of some stupid reason that I don't get why people make such a big deal about...all I want is to move on, get a good education, and become a theoretical physicist. That sounds quirky (if anyone gets that pun, +1 to you), but it's all I want. But it seems impossible to move forward! At only 16...I can't do much about my position. My brother and sister moved away from home a year ago. I've had very minimal contact with them, I don't know where they even are anymore. I'm not sure if either set of my grandparents are alive. I've never met them. My teachers at least genuinely care, but I don't think they see what I go through daily. It's living hell. The only place I've ever found a family is you guys. And Sebe. But you guys are so awesome. A true family, people who care. This may seem hard to understand, I don't know, but I've never encountered people like you who care. That's totally alien to me. When
@Deadsouls offered the invitation to join the Black Winter
Family, I didn't know what to think. He was right, though. You're my escape from the daily pains. Instead of abuse that no one seems to see I go through, I get people who are genuinely interested in the welfare and being of another...
Edit: I'm sorry I vaulted into all of that. It's just unfair, and I was venting, and although the two people I've been talking to really have helped, there's so much going on that just limits my contact with you guys - my family. If its weird that I'm calling you that, I'm sorry, I'll stop, but you guys are, once again, damn well near the closest thing I've been acquainted with that is a family. All of you are wonderful people, don't let anyone
ever tell you otherwise. It's so not true. You're all so wonderful. Thank you for just...being here.
Edit 2: Sorry for vaulting into more in the above edit...
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